Special recipes

I really miss the foods that sometimes I used to critisise that she made for me. I thought my mother had put too much oil in them, so I would always point out how they weren't good for me or her.

Now, I miss those, I will never get to taste all of those again. I can't replicate any of those, not for the lack of trying though. I think it's because she made them in her own special way, one that I can never really understand. 

I wish, I could taste all of them again......they were the best things I ever had.

Toughest

I find Sundays to be my toughest days....it's been well over a year but on every Sunday I wait for the calls or the messages. I never really valued these back then but now I feel empty without them.