What is it that you fear most? Inane things such as the dark, spiders, reptiles, rejection....? These are all things that can be overcome. The problematic fears are the ones that you cannot overcome by realizing that they cannot harm you. These are the ones you lock away in the back of your mind and fight with everyday.
It took me quite a while to realize that my fear is the fear of being alone....because every person who I've got close to an extent of trusting them with everything has walked away eventually. I fear this at the start of every friendship and relationship. You form a dependance on the person and then that person walks away and you're left with nothing but a feeling of loneliness and you go back to building the walls higher and thicker so that the next time it'll be harder to let anyone in. But I guess I never learn......
It took me quite a while to realize that my fear is the fear of being alone....because every person who I've got close to an extent of trusting them with everything has walked away eventually. I fear this at the start of every friendship and relationship. You form a dependance on the person and then that person walks away and you're left with nothing but a feeling of loneliness and you go back to building the walls higher and thicker so that the next time it'll be harder to let anyone in. But I guess I never learn......
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