I was in the old house again in my dream last night. But it was a strange environment.....all the doors were closed and I could sense sadness. I wonder what this means. I saw my mother but she was quiet, drawn inwards and not talking much. I felt perhaps she was sad. This worries me....so far I've only seen her happy in my dreams. I know this reflects more on my unresolved emotions at the loss but it still hurt me....all day that's all I could think of. Will I move on from this? I never moved on from the loss of my father and that was 37 years ago.
