I stare at the blankness of the screen, words yearning to come out but I pull back....again and again I pull back. This once outlet of thoughts, this bastion of my mind is now a source of angst. Words I write are misinterpreted and I am questioned on them....questions to which I have no answers and some I don't wish to answer. Am I expected to open up every door in my mind and let it be inspected? There are doors in there I've never opened....doors that should not be opened. I feel backed into a corner...I find myself reacting in ways that I never thought of....this is new territory to me....I don't want to be in this corner.
Tuesday, January 20, 2015
Sunday, January 4, 2015
The maze continues
So the maze continues.....
I was there again, in that same building. I found myself headed to the roof this time and felt exhilarated at the possibility that I may get out. Up there, all I see is a barren wasteland around me for miles...no where to go. Frustration overwhelms and you ponder whether it would be better to jump off rather than go back. You do do go back down but find yourself in another strange corridor filled with doors...every door offering a possibility of elusive escape. Perhaps it was best to jump off the roof and take my chances there....I try and retrace my steps back to the roof but the door leading to it isn't there anymore.....
I was there again, in that same building. I found myself headed to the roof this time and felt exhilarated at the possibility that I may get out. Up there, all I see is a barren wasteland around me for miles...no where to go. Frustration overwhelms and you ponder whether it would be better to jump off rather than go back. You do do go back down but find yourself in another strange corridor filled with doors...every door offering a possibility of elusive escape. Perhaps it was best to jump off the roof and take my chances there....I try and retrace my steps back to the roof but the door leading to it isn't there anymore.....
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