Morbid competition

Everyone claims to have been hit the hardest by this....it's like a morbid competition I suppose. Nobody really thinks of how for 36 years, she was the only family I had. 

Yes, time is moving on....3 months have passed but hardly a day goes by where I don't miss her.

Lost

You never truly realise a mother's love until it's taken away from you. The realisation that it's now lost forever hits you like a freight train and the pain doesn't go away.