Avoidance therapy

So I find myself travelling a lot nowadays just so that I can keep myself out of the house.....in the last 2 weeks I think I've gone to 7 cities across the country. None of these trips were ofcourse extremely urgent or infact required my personal presence there but I think this is a good escape route. In all these places, I've come across people who are happy in their lives....people who don't have much but are still content and manage to smile as they go about their days......I envy that. I want that so bad!

People call me a workaholic....I'm really not! I hate being called that but the reality is that in order to avoid the situation I'm in I've entrenched myself so much at work that no other title seems to fit. This is really not how I imagined life to be 10 years ago......