I wake up everyday thinking that perhaps today will be a day when I don't go through the same rollercoaster that I did before....it never really changes though. There's too many mixed emotions now....anger, fear, sadness....too much of these infact. I am caught in between responsibility and the need to shun everything and everyone and just wander.
I feel like I am intrinsically a wanderer; I cannot settle in a situation for too long and I seek escape. This doesn't bode well for hopes of a normal life but I guess that hope never really existed in too much quantity. Most deams I have are about running.....running through a vast openess....it is there where I am happy and at ease.
I feel like I am intrinsically a wanderer; I cannot settle in a situation for too long and I seek escape. This doesn't bode well for hopes of a normal life but I guess that hope never really existed in too much quantity. Most deams I have are about running.....running through a vast openess....it is there where I am happy and at ease.
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