Nostalgia burst

It's been 5 years that I've lived away from home and I still do miss it. Maybe in my head it's all nice and perfect back home and reality would force me away again, but I still have this massive burst of nostalgia everytime I hear of anything back home. More than anything, I want our little one to have a strong link back home to both families. I see how he is when he is around people back home and then I see him here far away from everyone and I wonder if we're doing the right thing