It's finally hit the big 30 mark; 30 years now to the event that defined so much of who I am and so much of what I am. 30 years ago he walked out the door never to return and every year since then I feel the day shrouded in darkness and deafening silence. I've tried so very hard to not think of this but I've failed miserably. It's amazing to think that even after all these years I haven't accepted what happened, still consider it to be unfair and unjust. Perhaps in time I will grow to accept it as an event that deifned my personality; changed who I was meant to be. I guess I'll never know how I would have ended up had I known him longer.
The memory of other days fades away slowly but not this one....this one lingers....it was long ago but it still seems like yesterday.
The memory of other days fades away slowly but not this one....this one lingers....it was long ago but it still seems like yesterday.
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