Departed

I've realized now that my reactions to deceased people has changed quite a bit since I've been working as a cop. I walk into a room with a deceased person and my mind suddenly goes into the process mode I have been taught. I will go through my mental list of what to do without thinking that there's a body in there in front of me. I realized this when I recently saw a rookie throw up and run out of the room crying as soon as she saw it.

I thought about it a bit recently, I guess it's normal in it's own way now. Sometimes I do talk to them...I don't think that's weird.