I started a new phase of my life a year ago. At that point I gave up a lot of things including writing because I felt I didn't need an outlet to vent anymore :) A year on, things are pretty much back to how they were when I first started writing. Dreams and hopes of naivety are now replaced by cold hard facts of life....I think I'm in way over my head but there's no stepping back now. Medication helps....of course it's not something I can proudly announce as a savior but let's be fair...it really helps.
I am urged on by the reminder of commitments.....commitments to others, none to myself ofcourse. The only commitment I make to myself is to not open up my mind too much to even myself....for if I let out some deep buried memories, I fear I'll be on the precipise I was 14 years ago.
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