Future musings

I'm never too excited about having an upcoming birthday....I see a lot of people around me really looking forward to theirs and making plans to do so much.....but I just see it as another day. I don't really understand why I treat any occasion as just another day but its a very strong habit now. I suppose this past year has been one that has seen 2 extremes....great success in my work life but at the same time misery in my personal life. On the whole I can't really say whether its been a good year or a bad one....I guess it's about which part of life I look at.

So what do I look forward to in the next year of my life? I don't know....it's all a big blur at the moment. Things (personal life) could go horribly wrong or they could improve....I find improvement hard to imagine at the moment but I suppose there's always hope