This is the weather forecast given on my phone today....quite spot on actually. I don't mean the weather....just the general mood I find myself in. People I meet from years ago have had so much happen in their lives - personal lives - and they all have endless stories to tell me. Frankly I still feel my personal life stopped years ago and what I have now is just hopping from one to the next finding temporary comfort. I suppose that's all I'm looking for....temporary comfort. This isn't what life is supposed to be like though.....I know there needs to be more than just temporary comfort.
Why do old people make me sad? I really don't understand this.....it's been going on for a while now and I've tried to think of any reason that could possibly be making me feel this way.....but I can't put my finger on it. I keep getting these phases of sadness from time to time....it's really very strange. Is this the onset of a bigger depression phase? Am I slowly moving myself closer to the mouth of the abyss again? Hope not.....but only time will tell....
Why do old people make me sad? I really don't understand this.....it's been going on for a while now and I've tried to think of any reason that could possibly be making me feel this way.....but I can't put my finger on it. I keep getting these phases of sadness from time to time....it's really very strange. Is this the onset of a bigger depression phase? Am I slowly moving myself closer to the mouth of the abyss again? Hope not.....but only time will tell....
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