I think we spoke after 7 - 8 months....maybe even more. I pretended throughout that call that the last 8 months never really happened and honestly it did feel like that at times when we got engrossed in talking. I miss this so much! I truly feel like I lost a best friend in you more than anything else. I know you haven't forgiven me yet and that deep down you feel like I used you...physically and mentally. I swear there was no such intention....I truly wanted us to be together but you were just too erratic....you still are judging by the things you told me last night.
We're both trying so hard to move on....but failing miserably at it. The past is something we cannot revive....we cannot bring back those days....but how do I get rid of these feelings?
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