I remember 2 moments in my life when I had a happy tune playing in my head....the song was "It's a wonderful life" by Black.....80s music. The first time was in grade 6 just hanging out with friends and not caring about anything else but having fun. The second time was in my O-levels with J.....it was her birthday and we had gone to the beach with some friends.....walking down the beach and just staring out into the ocean...this was the theme in my head :)
I haven't really been that happy ever since....too many problems...too many mistakes....
You wonder why I don't share anything with you.....it's because I'm quite certain you don't understand and infact don't even want to understand. You want to know these things so that you can have some leverage in this relationship. I so badly want to have this tune in my head now....not forced....just automatically....like it was on both those days....I don't think it'll happen though.....
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