Disconnect

I don't like spending 12 hours of my life at work....I'm really not the sort who enjoys these things and then speaks of them to other people as if the work I do is so important and that the world would collapse if I didn't do it. I'd rather be out....enjoying my life....enjoying the company of people I care about. Life for the past few months has been really tough and hard to deal with. I need to disconnect and I need to do it soon.

I know you tried to make things better....but you just don't realize that it's a matter of personality clash. The way you are....you will never accept anyone else's dictation in even the smallest most insignificant matter of life. It's not that I want to be dictatorial....but sometimes its nice to be heard and considered.

I'm tired of being unhappy and sad....I think I deserve happiness now....I've waited long enough and I've been through enough....I don't like the image staring back at me in the mirror