I find that the best way to escape from my issues and problems is total and complete delusion and ofcourse letting go of the control I maintain over every aspect of my life - just for a short while. So that's what I did this weekend....so much so that my head is still numb. Okay I'm not a great proponent of substance abuse but it seriously got me out of the dump I was in :) ..... and yes I do know it's completely temporary but I've got to a point now where even a temporary reprieve is a very welcome one and I would gladly indulge so that a few hours can pass in happiness.
On a sadder note....I say goodbye to my barber.....a nice, kind and gentle soul who passed away recently. I will always remember discussions with him held over a multitude of subjects.I always knew he faced a lot of troubles but he never brought them up in front of me. I will always remember the pride in his eyes when he mentioned his son and how he had so many hopes for him. I hope I was able to be a nice person to him.....may you rest in peace.
On a sadder note....I say goodbye to my barber.....a nice, kind and gentle soul who passed away recently. I will always remember discussions with him held over a multitude of subjects.I always knew he faced a lot of troubles but he never brought them up in front of me. I will always remember the pride in his eyes when he mentioned his son and how he had so many hopes for him. I hope I was able to be a nice person to him.....may you rest in peace.
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