Diversions

I feel like a zombie nowadays.....don't get enough sleep at all and work has turned into a blur of activities that blend into eachother...sometimes so much that I can't even recall fully what I did throughout the day. The tingling in my head refuses to go away no matter how many pills I take. I've never before thought that I'm pushing myself too far but this time I'm pretty convinced that I am. Let's see how much further I can push it though....it's all that keeps me from thinking about the utter mess that I'm into when I'm at home.

And as for the emotional blackmail drama.....it's really diminished any lingering emotional attachment for me. It's now just that I don't care anymore.....I can't....not after all the stuff that I've seen you do and say.