So just when you think that you've become fate's punching bag.....things start to turn so much better :) i can honestly say that I've been at a little peace for the last few days. It's a very strange thing that I let down my walls for someone so soon but it just feels so comfortable to let this person in....all the way in. Ofcourse there's a lot of fear....fear of repeating the mistakes made before....fear of basically all the unknowns.
For now, things are seemingly moving along quite well. I'm hesitant to place a tag on this and state what it is because of the fear but I so want to. I'm happy....without having to use any pills! That has to mean something :)
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