Like minded souls

So this weekend was unusual....unusual in the sense that I came across a very like minded soul....one who stands quite apart from anyone else I came across in so many aspects. Yet there are still so many questions and so many fears. I'm tempted to take the plunge but the fear is just too great at this point....fear of so many things. I took down a lot of the walls for you...in a remarkably short span of time but not all....I can't let them all down...not after all that happened. I so want to though....I so want you to be different....that's the issue though....am I rushing cos I want this so much? Am I making similar mistakes?

I suppose there's only one way to find out.....I'm not going to be sitting 10 years down the road wondering "what if?"