I had a dream of a very old friend last night.....a friend who passed away around 10 years ago. She was full of life and energy at all times. She was born into unusual circumstances and a lifestyle different from what most kids are used to....at a young age she was exposed to the harshness of life and the cruel realities that some of us never have to encounter. Was it her fate to be exposed to all this just because she was born into that family? I think it was unfair that she was bound to go through all that because of the family she was in.....she never chose to be part of that family.
The dream was a simple one....I was out shopping with her and she kept rambling about something important that she had to tell me.....just a collage of strange shops that we were visiting and buying random stuff from. Frankly it made no sense but it reminded me of her. I'm sorry to say that her memory had slipped to the back of my mind after all these years.
When she died she had been pushed into a world that she tried so hard to avoid....one that her family had not intended for her to avoid.....I can't even remember the last conversation we had.....I do remember the laughter full of life though :) I miss you T!
The dream was a simple one....I was out shopping with her and she kept rambling about something important that she had to tell me.....just a collage of strange shops that we were visiting and buying random stuff from. Frankly it made no sense but it reminded me of her. I'm sorry to say that her memory had slipped to the back of my mind after all these years.
When she died she had been pushed into a world that she tried so hard to avoid....one that her family had not intended for her to avoid.....I can't even remember the last conversation we had.....I do remember the laughter full of life though :) I miss you T!
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